The last week has been slow in terms of business achievements. Next week it has to rain applications so that I ensure that my targets are achieved. My other initiative is on track and I am very happy about that. Its actually not that difficult as it seems. The most difficult part is to start, to get up and get going, once you are in then you are bound to perform. The best part is the visible results. There are more good things which are bound to happen and I can feel those good vibes. In between all this sometimes I get back that feeling of restlessness and that helplessness. But I guess now its still manageable.
Now I am able to forget all this for sometime and then again there would be flashes of it all over again. I would like to achieve a state where I have forgotten about it. The state that others are enjoying as if such a thing never occurred in life, as if the memory has been washed away. I would also like to achieve a state where I don't care about its existence. I think that the only way is to get engaged with some new activity, which would keep my mind occupied. So I am all out to find something which I will enjoy doing and would feel proud to be associated with.
I am also trying to understand a very strange concept about how irrational human behavior is. You believe that someone wronged you and then you decide to punish them in whatever possible way you can. How long you would punish that person there is no definite answer to it. The irrational part is now you don't even remember what mistake the person had committed! Because I guess after sometime your mind has just registered that this person has to be punished for what has been long ignored. The worst part is when others who have committed same mistake has been conveniently forgiven.
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