It seems I have come the whole circle. I wanted to put somethings back and move forward. I did that, but I guess forgetting somethings completely is not possible. I still miss every single moment that passed by. Every time I see a similar thing that brings in that pain, the longing. I wish as if things would be like it was earlier. Its an irony that people can pour their hearts out to me, but I can't find one to do the same :( . One thing which has become very apparent is you cannot be 100% sure about people who will stand with you. Still I just can't seem to get this fact registered in my little brain. There have been times when I have really felt lonely. These have been some bad times when everything felt worthless. Times when you need someone to say that it will be alright I am with you! I have experienced how much some negative comments can affect you. The worst part was when I needed support, those people were also busy getting even with me. Its as if my little world has turned against me.
But I guess then sometimes we just have to bear everything that thrown at us. Though I wish how easy to manage once you have support.
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