Today when I sit back and look at my life. I see that there have been many set backs in my life. I am almost 27 years old, and I have not done anything worth mentioning. My whole life has just been going on, I have just been floating around going where my life was taking me. At this juncture when most of my peers are settled in their careers, mine seems to be going no where. I am stuck with a job which I am not enjoying at all. I am really not looking forward to going to office. The job which I want to seems to be elusive. Yesterday I missed an online submission date for bank exam which again could have been my chance to get in to something worth while. It seems as if I am running away from problems. But then I have not really shied away from working hard or anything. I have had an immaculate record of 18 months of working at Sutherland.
Getting the PG was suppose to change and bring in something good. That doesn't seems to be the case right now. The current situation is so messed up, that the whole point of being alive seems to be waste. I feel like a disappointment. I feel as if I have cheated my parents those who have trusted me so much. I so want to get into a proper marketing job where I can use something which I have learnt in college and not just sell products for companies. Sometimes I ask why me why am I being put through such problems? I have been fair most of the times. I have never bothered with others life. I always believed that we had to work our way and have always done my share of work. So even after doing all this it seems a little unfair that I have to go through such times.
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